Many, many months ago I started a food journal because my food intake was getting out of control. I still eat junk, but overall [until recently] I have noticed a slight improvement. I hate to write down 'Dinner: salsa, triscuits, half a can of whip cream'.
Unfortunately my journal is almost full and recently it hasn't been helping AT ALL. I ate pure junk for dinner last night and again for lunch today. I just ran a marathon and if I didn't tell you that, you would never know. I know I am definitely not fat or even close to it, but I feel like I should look and feel more like a 'runner'.
I know I can only blame myself, but in my defense I have to say that being an elementary school teacher does not help my problem. At least once a week I have a student or former student bring me a birthday cupcake, there are always goodies in the teacher's room, and my class celebrates all the holidays (even Groundhog Day). How can I say 'no' to parents that love to bake? And, since I can only use the bathroom twice a day I have to be careful how much water I drink.
It feels like I am the only one that struggles with food issues. It seems so 'natural' for everyone else to eat healthy. I don't know what else to do. I need a new strategy, a new plan, a new me.
Any ideas?
